i wouldn't say i'm ready. i'm just sick of the anticipation. labor can begin at any moment. i kind of feel like it's the beginning of the end of this part of my life. i will no longer be carrying jedi in my womb. and while the beginning of labor means something entirely different in a normal pregnancy, in this one it's not the same.
it's almost like i don't want to be caught off guard. i am analyzing symptoms and reading into signs and such and i'm exhausted. i wish i could just go through my last days being pregnant like nothing earth shattering was imminent.
so i'm not ready for labor. but i am ready to be done with the emotional anticipation of the event.
What can we do to help? Any new/special prayer requests? We usually base our prayers on the obvious and things you've said here, but if there's anything else, please let us know. Much love and many hugs from all of us.
ReplyDeleteYour post makes me think of Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane.
ReplyDeleteYou are so loved.
Praying and thanking God for His love and ever vigilant watch with you. xoxoxoxo,Aunt Kathy
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